Mission Accomplished!

Warning: This post is unlike any other post in this blog and it does not make sense.So plz. don't read it!

'Mission accomplished' was the first thought that crossed my mind when I got that job offer from my new employer. The very next thought incidentally was 'What next?'. Strange isn't it? A year ago, the situation that I was in, I would have given my right arm for this job - Chennai base location, onsite opportunities, Aerospace domain, a decent salary and a good brand to add to the resume!

A year ago I would not have asked for more. But today, it feels different. There was no joy after the placement was over. No elation. I even waited a week for that feeling to come. It did not. I have always been proud of the fact that I had limited wants. That I have always been happy over the smallest successes that I have had. That I could easily give what I had to those who wanted without flinching. That a Rs.30 book bought near Moore market gave me more happiness than a Mercedes Benz.That the only things that I ever wanted were a bike, a computer and an unlimited internet connection. Nothing more.

The MBA course or something else has numbed me. Nowadays, I neither feel sad nor happy. I just feel uncomfortable, irritated and out of place. There's something missing, I dunno what. I watch movies to escape this feeling. I have seen close to a 100 movies after our placement. Thats like 3 movies everyday!

No motivation to attend classes.No motivation to do something useful. Nothing. I am just hanging out everyday with a bunch of oddballs(just like me) and doing nothing. Somebody(God) save me!

I never wanted anything personal to hit this blog, but then I was irritated that I am not updating this thing like forever now. No new ideas u c. Hence this post.